I have mentioned in my posts before that I do believe in signs. I don’t necessarily search things out, but maybe if I am having a bad day and I “see” something that reminds me to stay positive on this journey, I take that as a sign. So yesterday my husband and I were out in the backyard with our dog getting him to do his morning business. He was sniffing around (the dog not my husband 🙂 ) and stopped in one spot. Well, there had been a small hole last year but we had filled it in and assumed it was still filled in. We got Buddy’s attention and went over to take a look and this is what we found.
Four little bunnies all snuggled in and all with their eyes closed. So sweet! Ah . . . spring! Seeing them there made me so happy. I can’t explain it. Maybe just going through all of the things we have been going through and finally seeing some new life at our house. I don’t know. I found myself going back a couple of times throughout the day to check on them and make sure they were ok.
And last night I had such a wonderful dream! I was in a public bathroom (I did have to go to the bathroom when I woke up) and I was talking with someone I knew. Not sure who it was now, but I knew her. And we were talking about my pregnancy. Yes I was pregnant (based on the rest of the dream I would say 4-5 months although I looked bigger). We finished talking and I walked outside into what looked like a food court at the mall. And there at a table directly in front of me was my husband and he was feeding applesauce to our little girl. I can see it like it actually happened. He spoons some into her mouth (my guess is she is 6 months old) and she wrinkles up her face and I thought to myself, that is exactly how my hubby looks when he is making a silly scrunched up face. It was such a GOOD dream! I am still smiling about it as I type this tonight. I can’t think of when I had a dream about babies this vividly. It was the family we have always dreamed of!
So between the baby bunnies and my dream I feel like I have had some pretty good signs. 🙂 Of course I don’t know what the future holds, only God does. But I am going to remain positive and believe that it will happen!
Thanks for reading!
P.S. The backyard was in dire need of a grass cutting with all the warm weather we have been having and I am so grateful that Buddy let us know the bunnies were there. Had he not, I don’t want to imagine what that would have been like! So I went out this afternoon to scissor cut the grass around the hole so I knew where to stop with the lawn mower and I could hear those little bunnies making chirping noises and starting to jump. One even jumped out of the hole and their eyes were still closed! I was able to wrangle it back into the hole and I hurried up and finished hand cutting the grass around the hole. I rushed to get the mower in the back and slowly mowed the area. I got it done and I am happy to report all 4 bunnies are safe and sound. WHEW!